I have wanted for some time now to go have a makeover done. There have been reasons why I haven't among them the fact that I don't think even with a makeover I would be very passable. I don't want to look beautiful, I would settle for sort of cute.
A couple of weeks ago I decided if I could manage to set aside around $500 I would take myself up to Denver and just go for it. Stay a couple of days, get a makeover, and maybe go out somewhere dressed just to experience just once. The yesterday someone who owned me some money I didn't think I would ever get came to me and gave me $200. I was elated, not because they paid me after all this time but that here was a windfall I could set back in the sock and use it for my Denver trip.
This morning, partly due to a couple of other posts I was reading, I go to thinking what was the point. At my age and with my face would it make that big a differnce anyway. Or maybe I just dont' the courage to be who I really want to be?
Not really asking any questions or advice just venting I guess because I have no other place to do it.