I'm in a moment where I'm so confused I could puke just to stop thinking...

I mean, I think gender is a social construct... Why I need to change my body to be a man or a woman? I could be anything and still have the same body, the same pronouns...

By the way, I've always saw myself as bigender, but by the time I'm thinking in transition... I think I could be happier transitioning... I'm feeling more and more like a man every single day... But I'm aware that that could be just a long boy mode, I'm still giving time to myself to understand what's going on...

Seriously, why we need to fill this boxes? If society was free gender, would we be the same person?

Or maybe the way that society works it's so strong and intense that we need to feel cis or trans or genderqueer in order to survive?

I needed to create this topic, my mind is craaaaaazy right now!!! What y'all think???