Well it's finally hit me!....do I fit who I am around my life or do I make my life who I am???
I'm sure its an age thing (I'm in my 40's), but I'm at a crossroads in my life. I'm sure we can all relate to the daily frustrations that we all have when we just can't express our female sides whenever we want
Some are lucky enough, strong enough, to have made a life that gives them the freedom to be who they are 24/7. Some of us are committed to the realities like family, marriage, careers and so on, that curtail the amount of girl time we have. But.....I'm thinking it's time to strike a better balance?
To be fair I have had periods in my life where I was able to be en-femme 3-4 times a week, but the more I am female the more I want to live as a female, minus the whole gender re-assignment route....I'm a 70/30 female/male split....don't always hate my male side, so would not commit to surgery.
Life has thrown a spanner in the works (or curve ball for our American friends ).....I've entered a new business arrangement which could really mess my lifestyle choices right up.
I'm thinking I've made a mistake and should put the breaks on it ASAP!. I want a life that fits me, not a life that restricts me. I have options but with possible negative effects on my family.
Sometimes I feel I have lived the 'wrong' life.....I doubt I'm alone in that?
Change is coming.....watch this space!!!!