Thank you so much for that Jorja. Living an authentic life does indeed have hard and difficult times. I've had to make a stand and not be bullied into de transition several times. It won't happen again though. Life is too short to live a fictional life of what others want me to be, and not what my absolute core dictates I live.
You have recommended to enjoy every second we have to be ourself. That should indeed be full time. Anything less gyps us from living life as it should be.