Hi all,
I'm in a bit of a state again. I've been speaking with parents, friends and my employers about my impending transition. The upshot of this is that I'm planning to go full time in all aspects of my life at New Year, so my male self won't exist beyond 2013. In the meantime, in my personal life, I'll be spending more and more time as Amy; I'm planning nights out with a female friend to raise my confidence, and I'm meeting my family as Amy for the first time a couple of weeks into October. So it's good progress, right?
What I want to ask, of those of you that have been through this, is how afraid were you, and how did you deal with that fear? I can't live on as a man anymore, I know that totally, but the prospect of the initial few weeks of full time at work is utterly terrifying me. I don't look terrible but I know I don't pass yet, even if there's hope that one day I will look better, and the realisation that all of the little things, like going to the supermarket, going for a drink etc will be a completely different proposition.
Any help/advice appreciated. If I don't get over my own confidence issues I don't know what I'll do.