It breaks my heart to admit it but I no longer have time to crossdress.
I started as a minicab driver just under 3 weeks ago which I love doing but it is long hours. I work Mon-Fri 7.30am to 6.00pm and Sat 1pm to 4.30am Sun morning. When I'm not working I'm either sleeping,catching up on things that I no longer can do during the day and having some time with my wife. Don't get me wrong as I've previously said she is cool with my dressing but what little time we have together now it's only fair that she spends it with me in male mode not that I have the energy required to fully keepup the feminine appearance.
We have just taken out a 10 year loan to pay off the debts that we racked up. I keep telling myserlf that this job is for the greater good and losing Maria time is just collateral damage along the way but the feelings do not go away.
I previously spent many hours a week dressed and now it has gone to the odd 15-30 minutes here and there.
I recently lost an ear stud one of a pair that I wear in boy mode. I can't even be bothered to wear the other one. I only really wore them to keep the holes open for girlie ear rings.
Maria