Hi melanie, Welcome to the forum.
My suggestion is to browse the threads here to pick up all sorts of ideas. There are many wonderful gals with lots of suggestions.
U didn't post a pic or have an avatar pic. How do we know u don't look like Angelina!?
U can't keep doing the same things over and over and expect to enjoy life to the max. When u try new things, even if they r out of your comfort zone, u may experience new excitement and growth that u never expected.
Challenge yourself and pursue your passions! When your life clock runs out, you'll have few or NO REGRETS!
YouTube is your best friend.
Then practice, then patience. In that order.
Work you body shape using shapeware.
I have no clue how to look girlie!
The girls here can get you looking just as girly as you want to. All it takes is the desire, motivation and lots of money! Or you can get pretty good results with less money too.
"You're the only one to see the changes you take yourself through", Stevie Wonder
having long hair goes a long way to look girly, Esther