I know I have been in a bad mood about living the lie, but today my wife, who is tolerant but doesn't accept my dressing, surprise me by giving me some dress time today. Until recently I had been totally against make up up to when I joined this forum. Ever since then I had been curious on how I would look. So I have been getting a little here and there. I finally got my chance today even though I didn't have any mascara or lip stick yet, and my wife has hid all her make up in fear of me using it, was able to try it out today. Wow I felt like a totally different person. I still don't like how I see my facial hair, even with the derma blend, but the eyes came out good. And if I had mascara and lipstick I don't think I would have taken it off. I fell in love with my new look. Never thought I would ever say that I like make up until now. It just stinks I can't share my experience with anyone.
Like I said earlier I have been in a negative mood until now. I have to give respect to all who puts on make up to start the day. I get up throw on my clothes and out the door in less than 15 minutes. To spend the time to apply make up and do their hair I would have to get up a lot earlier than I do. Wow. Thank you for letting me share this wonderful experience .