I have read number of posts on this forum and there does seem to be a common thread. It seems that most of us start at a young age with a fascination for female clothes.
Then through our teenage years we then 'borrow' clothes from a female relatives. This normally give us some sexual gratification.
We then progress to buying our own clothes, make up, wigs, forms and finally going out in public.
Each stage is a progression from the last and each stage becomes more thrilling than the last.
I know how my heart raced when I bought my first item of women's clothing. And I know that each time I go shopping I get the same buzz.
I've read thread about girls who've gone out in pubic for the first time and how it makes them feel. I know that I fantasise about it.
Is this buzz the reason why we CD? Is there something released in our brains that stimulates us to go further each time? Like drug addicts once we've reached a certain level we need to go further for that extra high.
Do we need to CD to release this chemical? Is that what makes us feel so good? Lots of you say how relaxed you feel after CDing.
I've read posts for girls who've purged (gone cold turkey) and like an addiction have gone back to it.
If we dressed as a woman full time do we lose that buzz once it becomes mundane. I don't know but I think the reason we keep pushing the boundaries is to keep getting that adrenaline hit.
I've never been able to find any research on the web that explains why we CD. It only really vaguely mentions about how our brains are wired but never that we are adrenalin junkies.
If anyone has any thoughts on the subject I'd be interested to know.
Katie.