I dunno...just been on the site...reading this reading that. Trying to clarify, respond in a way that makes people happy, forward looking, and...it's True. Most girls and CD'ers on here are wonderful soft hearted souls. I love that but...still...my heart aches like it never did before.
I mean...is THIS what it means about being in a 'pink mood'? Or what?? I don't like it! It's overpowering and I try not to show it but....I'm crying. Thank God no one is here to witness this! OMG...
Will it pass? Do I have to give up HRT to get some relief? Or shall I go on and on with this emotional highway...this... rollercoaster of pleasure and pain? Huh?! I dunno....all I wanna do is cry. And I AM... :'(