I had been lining up with a TS friend (who I've known for over a year) and a GG friend (who I have only met the once so far) to go to the GG's place for dinner this week. The TS friend knows all about Melissa and the GG knows too but she is yet to meet my girl mode self but has expressed interest in doing so (we went to the beach a few weeks ago and she was trying to get me to go in girl mode).
Anyway, I had been planning on going as Melissa but then the GG said that she has invited two other people (not sure exactly but I think its her BF and his friend) but either way, I don't know anything about them and how they might react and when your confidence isn't that high but your nervousness is, it leads me to feel inclined to not go in girl mode.
I still fully intend to go but in guy mode for the dinner
Melissa