I was not sure on the best post title - sorry. As I was crawling on the expressway in the middle of a lake effect snow fall I was thinking of my life. I feel that I pretty confident that I should have been a female. But am I going to move forward at the tender age of 53? At this point I very much doubt it. I am thinking of retiring in 12 to 15 years. Grand parent is not that far off. Based upon family history I may only have 20 to 25 years left on this earth. My best years are behind me and there was a lot I missed. I have best friend with my wife, a great son and awesome daughter in law. Can I survive - yes I have done it for 53 years. Am I going to be moody some days, depressed some, yes I am. I guess the point I wanted to make - is that I should have grown a pair [in this case it would have been breast hee hee] and taken care of this a long time ago. If you are young and there is any question about your gender please go see a therapist, remove the doubt and life long what ifs. Thank you for letting me ramble a bit.