The original version of this thread was deleted because religion was discussed. Which I was reminded is a site no no. So I'll do my best not to include religion, if I can help it, LOL.
So, what I was basically saying in my thread before was, for me, CDing is a strong sexual turn on for me. I find great sexual joy/pleasure in how womens clothing feels on me. And as I see it, because its sexual for me, its lust. Which is against my religious beliefs. Also, my mother does not share my desire or interest for my CDing. So, what Im stuck on is all of my life beliefs and standards make me feel that CDing is a bad/wrong thing for me to practice. But I still have this strong sexual craving to practice it.
I guess what I want help on is figuring out what I should do about my CD desires. Go ahead and try it, or find a way to overcome my desire? If you need/want some specifics so youre sure you understand my question, pease feel free to ask away.