I'm just curious, when you have a SO who just wants nothing to do with your dressing and in fact despises everything about it what is the point of even dressing anymore.
You want to share some aspects of it with her but she just can't stand any of it.
You love her and she's your best friend who knows your deepest secret and yet she doesn't want you to do it nor any part of it.
So why keep on dressing?
I know I will get some that say it's part of you so just let it be, well that's not working so what's the point. The tension in my house over this is overwhelming and Im so tired of needing to always be a man in the sense of what everyone thinks is a man.
I absolutely hate myself and wish I was not so burdened with my other side.