i just told the mrs today, didnt take it like i thought she would, grabbed some money and her bowling ball, if shes bowling i feel sorry for the pins.
before my dad died they took his leg, he tried suicide, i had a talk with him about knowing the feeling, dont know if he got it, he knew who i was.
honey i have to tell you something you know i love you and i dont want you finding out when i die. "did you cheat on me" absolutely not, "what, then what"
i explained im a transvestite, "what, what are you talking about" i like wearing womens clothes. "Were did you get them" i bought them.
i told her about how i didnt want to hurt her and still love her very much. i apologized for hiding it and not confiding in her sooner.
i explained how i was ashamed of who i was and that was the reason for not telling sooner. always thought i quit.
i explained how i had my whole life to deal with this and i felt bad dumping it on her.
i explained that i did it today so she had time to think because i know she has a lot of s**t going on at work.
i want to stay with her and be there for her but she pulled her hand away, i told her if she has any questions ask, and i know she needs time.
i told her i didnt want to embarrass her and that for me this is private, she agreed.
i assured her there was nothing she did or didnt do to cause this,
as she left she said she didnt have anyone to talk to about this and i mentioned the website.
surprised i didnt have a heart attack i was terrified but knew i had to tell,
i hope she comes back.