Today was an exciting day for me I got up this morning and it hit me, today is going to be the day I make my entrance into the real world enfem.
I did my close shaving and shaved again for the closest shave and then the makeup started. I will say this practice makeup several times before you go out it has really helped me get the look I want.
I finished it up and it was about as good as I can do. I begin to put my outfit together and just want to make sure Im not over the top but just a nice blend.
Red layered blouse with a nice cami under, my girls jeans and my ankle boots.
I borrow some jewelry from my wife and also find a nice scarf.
I put on my new shorter wig add my earrings and take a look in my mirror.
I see myself as Leigh and know I can and will do this. I put my purse together and head out the door to my car. My heart was pounding the whole time while I was putting this all together but I knew it was time.
I also did my nails to complete it all.
Off I drove to the mall and found a parking spot. No hesitation I get out of my car and put my eye glasses away into my purse, I know I look ok with them but know Im more passable without them, not to mention its hard to really see reactions if Im not passing.
First stop is Forever 21 I make a pleasant hello to the SA and just browse a few clothes and then leave. I make my way down to a very empty mall and head for Sears, I look around in the ladies department for a few min and decide Im ready to go on.
The most unbelievable thing then happens as Im going toward the door in the manly tool section, I pass by the male SA and he says good morning ma'am how are you I nod and say fine thank you and head on toward the door.
Oh my it put me on cloud 9 my first outing and I looked good enough to blend, wow.
So my confidence high I head to Dress Barn off the mall, I decide to leave my glasses on for this stop knowing their rep for accepting CDs, I say hi to the SA and tell her Im just looking and Im pretty sure she says something to the other SA Im a guy so yes Im read but its ok Im comfortable and I might just find something.
I don't find anything I just have to have so its time to make my way home.
I loved being out and enjoyed it, Im not sure its going to be an experience I will do that often or as often as I know many here do but it felt great.
Special thanks to Isha and Samantha as well as Marisa Rose for helping me in my confidence, you are all special ladies.
Hugs Leigh.
Oh and I will have some pictures up tomorrow or Friday.
Once you get out, it's hard to stop! Have fun!!!
Ten Years Living 24/7 as a Mature Lady
