I love my avatar. Why, because it is totally the person i would be, but that i am not. Also, I am highly reserved about any photos. Why, because i am a wimp.. I kinda like mystery, wonder and imagination...they can take me anywhere. Vanessa has quite - the - imagination and is a VERY bad girl on occasion. And sure my boobs are better than my avatar (wink) but the rest is a shipwreck.
I once told a woman, that i liked to imagine what her body looked like vs. naked as it gave me a job to perform to slowly get the clothes off.... I hope this makes sense regarding the mystery aspect I am referring to.
If the immediately aforementioned role were reversed and my GF said the same to Vanessa Rose, I think she'd drop both her upper frontals. I am a wreck.
What is my point then. I am minding my own business posting, drinking beer and sitting in a jacuzzi and she looks at me and says why do you have that picture? I told her that I was fat, had a head like a mellon and would cause the board to go into mourning... she chuckled... being the loving soul... she said you are mistaken
not all the people would get sick and cry, just some. WTF?
I told her thanks and that I appreciated her for sugar coating the truth. Then she said no really, why do you use an avatar? I said I just told you... she swore at me and said no really?
I said what are you getting at...? She said, why don't you get a professional photo-shoot and use those pictures. I said I'm chicken, don't have anything to wear and I'm fat as a pregnant water buffalo...and she said no your not, you have some clothes ()
I said i don't have any clothes really that wouldn't have hooker and **** and cargo wench associated with them.... She sat there, looked at me blankly and said, then we can get clothes.
I am not sure i want to do this. Sounds nice on the surface but this will open up a whole new can of worms. And i have enough cans of worms and other craziness associated with me as it is that could fill up several barges, the Exxon Valdez not including the room i need for skullduggery, non-sense and my addictive personality.
I told her I would think about it and kinda snapped at her... nervous...I guess...
I asked her why she loved me with all these quirks, and my non-sense and she told me i won't go there.... because of your heart..
I have some apologies to make tomorrow for sure. Guess all happening too fast or something.... just don't know.
Sigh...
Vanny