Today I made the mistake of going to the SO's house to see my children. Who were really glad to see me, but it was like walking into a hornets nest. I didn't say or start anything and everyone began attacking me. Wanting to know why I was there, I am a threat by just being there, if I didn't leave the SO was going to file a restraining order against me, and that I was not getting it that I was not welcome there. And some of this stuff is coming from my dad and step mom. Yet they are claiming they are not taking sides, and they want what's best for my children. But I also got a chance to have the legal separation documents served, which took the SO by surprise.
With all this happening today, I decided to take a trip to my moms for a couple of days. My mom has been so supportive and I was able to comfortably share things with her about my GD, identifying as a women, and beginning transition. She asked a lot of questions about how should she refer to me, if I picked out a name, if I were to remove certain body parts how I would feel, and so forth. I was even comfortable enough to show my clothes and pictures of me wearing the clothes. She liked the name Billie and the style of clothes. She even joked about how the SO was probably jealous because I am a size S/M and she wears 3x.
My mom wants to go shopping to pick out stuff and help me get a wig.