Have you ever had moments where you realize you don't belong and never really will? At least twice in my life reality has smacked me in the face. The first time was when I was in the eight grade. I was sitting in Math class and I looked over at the girl sitting next to me and just then she lifted up the hem of her skirt to adjust her slip. I remember feeling great sadness that I will never be her, and be able to do that. The second time was just two days ago. I was on Facebook and an old friend made the comment that she just used her boobs to get out of a speeding ticket. I was immediately taken back to the eight grade and all of those same feelings came flooding back. It has been two days and I am still very sad that I will never be either of these girls or be in those situations.
Tracy