Just a quick post, have to go in a minute.
I started with crossdressing at the age of 13 and when I was caught I completely stopped for around 7 years. I still try to resist the urges, but I'm afraid (and from what I read) I can't fight against it anymore and only causes anxiety, guilt and self-hate.
I still can't really accept myself for it (even though my life is relatively okay). I'm afraid of my future, what my girlfriend will think about it and whether I really want to become a girl. I then tend to overthink and I'm in full panic mode. I also have a real poor sense of self-identity, whatever that means.
So, as an inexperienced crossdresser. How did you accept yourself and dealt with your crossdressing issues (if you even had them)?