seems as though through the years many who heard a rumor or suspected things were different of me often faded in my social circle, (just came out to mrs.)
now-a-days that reflects on family friends also, we have little to none.
so not thinking they were real friends if they could not tolerate me but i cant help but feel responsibility for the family not having any reasonable amount of family friends as i was the variable,
i know their may be other reasons (Maybe i am a butthead) but i know most were because of CDing,
overheard enough comments in social situations....