Do any of my sisters here suffer from eating disorders? I am obsessed with weight. I am 5'9" and have taken myself to 124 lbs. Under Dr. orders, I have brought myself to 154 lbs, but am now feeling severely overweight. People say I look healthy, but I feel like crap. Seriously, I know that this is not rational, but it haunts me. It is easy for me to just stop eating to control weight, but I know it's not good. In my mind, I am striving for thinness and feminine shape. To the world, in DRAB, i look sick. Please, anyone else have similar experience?
Hugs,
Sarah