Can someone explain to me how a person can decide to get rid of all his male underwear, and still claim he won't ever want to transition? He marks the anniversaries of purging all his guy underpants (1 month! 6 months! 1 year of wearing only panties!) -- how could that not reflect a deep-seated desire to get rid of all his male clothes and live full-time as a woman, even if he's not ready to admit that to me?