Hi girls, I've been holidaying in the beach and party capital of India, Goa for sometime. I'm alone and have lots of 'dress' time. I would love to go out, seeing all the girls, in their short shorts, tank tops, lovely dresses, bikinis. I feel this is an ideal place to let loose only if was bold enough. So the most that I do is panties, wear slim shorts, feminine tops, have my legs shaved and moisturized, subtle eyeliner, lip-gloss, clear nail varnish (double coat for that extra gloss and shine), my nails are long and unisex slightly feminine flip flops. So anyway I think I do present a feminine image, somewhat androgynous. So a few days back I met some of the boys from the apartment and we sat there having a few drinks, laughing, just regular guy fun. It was dark, we were sitting in the yard and during that time I would at times feel so self conscious, you could catch the nails in certain light, just so feminine and glossy, smooth legs. I was in and out of feminine and masculine energy every 2 minutes. I like having a boys night out once in a while, I've also had times where I've cancelled, postponed, cut it short to dress up too.
I was wondering how common this is, you're sitting with your buddies, back slapping, downing some beers and suddenly you're so aware that you have panties on or how smooth your legs and arms look compared to the boys, the shapely nails, etc. I do love my feminine self, I just don't like how at times it makes my body language, awkward, lacking confidence because I'm suddenly so aware of my femininity and there's more masculine flowing around. Funtimes. When I did say bye and left, as soon as the door closed behind me I started undressing, showering and dressing up.
