I have been dressing on and off for 10+ years. I am now married with little ones and finding the time to dress isn't very often. Rarely get the opportunity to wear make up. I do wear panties almost daily. And love the feeling as I walk the office.
When I do dress I stay inside, walking around and taking pictures. I get really turned on when taking naughty poses. I usually end up posting an ad on craigslist for phone sex and always find a guy to play with. I always finish my dressing with masturbation.
I enjoy shopping for clothing and love, love, love, shoe shopping. I wish I could just stop somewhere and wear my high heels. I just love walking in them. Part of me really wants to be scene wearing girly things. Not sure a skirt or even womens pants with heels would go over well
I'm pretty hairy so I shop for high neck, long sleeve dresses and tops. I wish so baddly that I could look as fem as most women here with their low cut tops and smooth body's. I don't really want to shave because I would want the hair back when the fem cloths come off.
I don't want to transition to being a female, I just.enjoy dressing and some sort of sexual pleasure follows. Am I only dressing because of the sexual gratification I get? I don't know. I never look at guy's sexual while in male mode, but dress up girly and I want to be a any guys guys little ****. So maybe it's just A fantasy role?
I apologize if I offended anyone by this post and sexual nature. It seems all you ladies are so beautiful and take dressing seriously and I come along and associate dressing with sex, and I apologize. I'm just confused, thats all.
Jess
