I have my own issues rite now. But, they're small potatoes compared to the past difficulties I experienced. And, which some of u have suffered thru
For many years I struggled with fantasies of having real breasts and thots of becoming a female. But, I believed I was too old. Plus, I had children, family, and friends that would have made it too overwhelming for me to act on my "fantasies". 6 years ago those fantasies disappeared and I came to the conclusion I am "just" a CD. What worked for me is not likely to help other trans, tho. I began wearing a female suit!
I'm wondering what u do when your fem fantasies run head long into your reality? R u currently struggling with this issue?
Maybe you've successfully moved on, as I have, or your fantasies r now your reality? In which cases your experiences MAY help others here.