Hi all,
It has been awhile since my last soapbox rant so bear with this gal. This is not meant to insult any side of the debate and if I inadvertently do so, please accept my humble apologies. If it is really sticking in your craw, then please PM me as I prefer not to do "verbal gladiatorial combat" for all to see . . . thanks.
I see a lot of posts about gals who get out and about. Which is a good thing on several levels. (1) the person has had a personal growth moment in this thing we do and wants to share her excitement which bolsters her confidence; (2) the world is exposed to another TG person and the more we are seen the more people will acclimate their opinions of TG persons and just people; (3) the more people acclimate their opinions then the acceptance can follow (albeit most likely at a snail's pace for us). So all good . . . right?
Yes and no. Going out in public is a personal choice and should never be taken lightly. Most of the experiences provided are good with a smattering of sunshine, rainbows and unicorns. However, we all know the reality of the world . . . it can be a hostile place regardless of whether you are TG or not. If you are going to go out you must be prepared to deal with rude looks, rude comments, giggles, laughs and WTF stares. Specifically you need a tough skin. If you are not prepared for that, then you should think long and hard before exiting to the light.
Now I am not saying it is all bad. On the contrary, I have been out plenty of times where nobody bats an eye or even looks in my direction. But the bad experiences do happen and if you are not prepared to deal with it, it can cause more damage to your self-esteem than good. I suppose some can say "That which does not destroy you, makes you stronger . . . so go forth to the world". Unfortunately that only works so long as you are prepared to be destroyed and grow stronger and, not everyone is.
This in no way means . . . don't go out. By all means if you are ready (and you will know when you are) then do so. However don't feel pressured by other's experiences to do so. Each of those gals have made an active decision which fits into their lives to go out amongst the vanilla world. It is not for everyone.
I know . . . "Sum up Isha coffee is getting cold so point please"
My point is, we all make a decision to go out in public or not. Some can because they have a support network, others can't for various reasons. Some are prepared to deal with the rude looks, snickers and giggles others are not. This does not make one group more TG than the other. Not everyone needs to be or wants to be a flag bearer for the cause. When I go out I attempt to blend so as not to attract unwanted attention. I am sure people know and if someone asks I will respond in kind and educate when I can. However I am not going to hand out "Hi my name is Isha and I am TG" cards in the mall. I read in another post that "perhaps we are afraid to commit to one gender" . . . quite possible. However why does it have to be black and white (boy / girl) to make a point. Everyone contributes in some way to the "cause" some are front line in your face TG assault troops , while others are behind the scenes support gals providing advice and support to those of us who do go out. It takes all kinds to win the battle.
I just hope we can all remember that some gals just want to do their thing and enjoy life whether it is out and about or deep in a closet. Not everyone needs to come out of the closet to lead the charge and we should all respect that. In the end how far you need to go will depend on how much you are willing to accept to get that far. For each of us, it is different and only the individual can make that decision for herself.
Hugs
Isha