I know that I love to dress. I know that it makes me feel great. I know that I enjoy every minute and feel more real that I ever do dressed as a man. I know that however I feel and whatever doubts I have I will still end up dressing and looking forward to it.
But ........ and here's the thing...... I still feel bad the next day. Not every time but quite often. Why???? I live in a place where this sort of lifestyle is really not accepted and if many people I know, knew that I did this they would distance themselves from me.
I have some new things arriving in the post and am looking forward to them arriving but I still feel that I am not normal and being an incredibly sensitive person it takes it toll on me.
I am sure there are others here who have the same feelings, so I would love to hear any comments.
Lucy Lou xoxoxo