Some times I just want to scream ! Some times being a CD All alone inside my head really weights on a girl. As much as I've shares with my un- approving SO. Even as much as I share with you girls there is just so much I keep close and secret. That I've never really shared with anyone. Not even my therapist. What I share is a small peek at things. Once you share information you no longer control it. So I only share what I've told my SO just incase manages to come across it some how or another. But some times I just want to get it out and just tell someone the whole story in every detail just to get it off my chest. I never thought I would want or need to do that but when I was seeing a therapist it felt so good just to tell her what I did. At the time I controlled what I shared because my So and I saw the same person separately and together. So I only shared as much as I had to because I still don't want anyone in to know and it was real hard for me to even to say " I'm a cross dresser " out loud to some one face to face. And I still avoid the topic with my so as much as possible. I don't know if it's because I've always considered my fem side a separate person almost I don't know but now I am rambling. (Sorry) but I just think it would relieving to just confide in some one with all the thoughts that rattle around in my head.
Dose any one else experience moments like these ? Or am I just totally nuts lol
Thanks for listening girls TTYL. LEXI