There have been a lot of theads on this forum about how much we hate being stuck between male and female. Rogina B recently had a thread about "do you feel ashamed" and it got me thinking to a few years back in my early 20's when I hated this CDing part of myself so much. It was before the internet and I thought I was alone.
Remember the scene from the Broke Back Mountain when Heath Ledger and his friend part ways after the summer on the mountain? If you haven't seen the movie the 2 cowboys come off the mountain as their job was finished and completed. They then part ways with each other and Heath Ledger realizes that he's back to the real world then keels over on his knees, starts vomiting and punching the wall, yells at a bystander what the F are you looking at?
This same thing happened to me back in the day when I got fully transformed for the first few times. That's how ashamed I used to be, not anymore though.
