Hi Amy
I know that it has been awhile since you entered your post, so if you read this then we both know that it hasn't been possible for you to just walk away from the urge to dress. I tried for many years to ignore the feelings and dabbled at it for a few times over the years. But then after the divorce I decided to give it a real try, and wow what a feeling!!! I wish that I had gotten more involved years ago, eventho I'm still in the closet but now I can dress any time that I want. I'm fully dressed as I write this and feeling great. You can wish it away, but until you try it for real you won't ever know. It may not be for you, but then it might just be the best thing since sliced bread!!! If you don't give it a try, you won't ever know either way. I'm not suggesting that this is for you, but if you don't give it a try, you will never know.
This may not help your decision, but I hope that it will give you some insight as to how some others have dealt with it.
good luck
Gerry