I've held this secret for far too long. In my early teens I would steal my mother's stockings and masturbate in them. I loved the silky feeling on my penis. Then I took to dressing in one of her bras, using my socks to create titties. Over time I had an entire drawer in my dresser filled with her things which I would put on and try to decide whether I woul be a pretty girl or not. My favorite dress of hers was a faux Japanese kimono. When all dressed up I was very excited and I thought I looked very good. I never got to do makeup or shoes and eventually my little stash was found out. That led to an incident of increased shame about my dressing. Thank you all for being here, I'm glad to know that there was not anything wrong with me. Love and kisses to you all.

J.