So why the heck do I feel guilty? I mean it’s been 5 months since the separation and the divorce is already final. It’s still hurting but I know I have to move on. So I’m on the dating sites just looking for someone to go to dinner with. I enjoy female companionship. I’m very open that I do not want a long term relationship. I’m worried about dragging a lady through a rebound relationship. I'm just looking for a friend to do "normal" couples stuff with.But just the knowledge that we MIGHT enjoy each other enough that it might turn into something is enough for me to worry that I’m starting a friendship off dishonest and deceiving. I just don’t like it. Although I know if I put the CD part of me in the profile then I might as well put that I was a leper. ( No offense meant to any lepers. Just an analogy). Why is life as a CD so darn difficult ( O.K., So that’s really two questions )