For many years I've scoffed at posts here from "straight" dressers who profess to having their orientations change when they r dressed.
Over the past intervening years I've attended many T events and met countless CD's and trans. Occasionally I've experienced, not arousal as such, but some feminine dressers have managed to "interest" me. In ways that only females had previously "interested" me. I attended one such T event Friday nite and was further reminded of how confusing this "gender blending" can be.
A long time T friend attended. She has been on hormones for awhile and is openly out to everyone. Dressing only in female mode now. She confided losing interest in females and a new found attraction in some of the dressers at the Friday event. She has never been interested in men. Hmmm, interesting, I thot.
Even closer to home were my experiences at this event. Another trans girl, who has never been shy about showing her attraction for me, was there. Of course we hug, cheek kiss, and she frisks me. Pretty pointless when I dress because I always tuck. And, I've acknowledged to myself that I feel like I'm with a female friend when I'm with her. Not arousing, she's just a friend. I've gotten used to feeling/thinking that about her. However, I found her more attractive on this particular evening.
What I wasn't prepared for was my dance with one particularly sweet and attractive dresser. We've chatted casually a few times before. But, no in depth time together. This evening we found ourselves dancing together on the dance floor. All her movements and nuances seemed feminine to me. She appeared to be a slim, attractive woman. In short order, we were "slow dancing". Rubbing and touching each other. I was shocked to find her touch and feel both erotic and sensual! Foreign thots to me, no matter which gender I'm dancing with. I soon forgot about my dance moves and became lost in "her". Finally, after I'm not sure how long, she moved away and began moving rythmically to the music again. Suddenly snapped out of my reverie, I wondered what the heck just happened? I guess I still am!
What's that phrase? "Shit happens"? In any case, I'm DONE SCOFFING!
Comments? Ideas? Suggestions?