intersex
My mother dressed me as a girl when I was a boy on weekends and school holidays many times. I became a CD when I left home and started work following the usual path -Lingerie girdle etc under my male clothing. The closet dresser. Then in public. Now in retirement Im 65 I dress full time. My eldest daughter when doing some reseach for her proffessor found my mothers medical recors of my birth. My mother had a difficult birth when having me, Caesarine . Then she got peritonitis. In those days before penicilin was used much. She was near death. Apparently I had a vagina as well as male sexual organs. Those days not much was known about intersexual babies. My father decided I was to be a boy. I think my mother had wanted a girl, Thats why she dressed me as a girl sometimes. I developed into a boy. Ive always had a scar in my groin. Ithought it was natural or normal part of my anatomy. Till I found out about intersex from my daughters discovery I knew nothing about intersex. A Dr had never examined me there I think ? One did and said the scar was not normal and that was probably from the op after my birth. ???? So did my mother dressing me awaken the girl within. I became a CD in my teens of my own volition.
Even to day dressing enfemme. At 65 Im not attractive. But probably as feminine looking as any 65yr old woman ?? So Im not a TS either. But pics of me in a dress when I was 7 or 8 I look better as a girl than I did as a boy.
Joanna
what about clay? It is soft and smooth
