Well as they say when one door closes an other one opens. I've had my share of life issues lately with finding myself being separated from my very supportive and lovely wife. She's helped me get this far and continues to be my best friend and ally. Yes I did have a hard time switching from being married to being friends. But she did what she thought was right for me to be happy. Today marks the first step towards finding happiness. Next Friday is my 1st appointment to start hrt. The first time will be lab work and making sure I know all the risks involved. Then about a week later I should have my prescription. I told her after I got off the phone with the dr and I said I don't know if I should be happy or sick. We talked and she assured me that this is what I always wanted and that she will always be my friend and will help me and support me in any way she can. I've also gotten out since my first support group meeting and met a few very lovely people, and one not so nice person. But it was still a good time to get out and see what the world has out there for me. Oh and yesterday she took me to get my brows waxed. I do like how they turned out and for far less than I was thinking it was going to cost. But all in all I guess everything is going to turn out just fine.