hi girls ,something changed in me . i used to see great looking women and think like a male now when i see them i just idenafy with them. like if im watching a tv show .i want to be the female star.i like to think of myself as female.ive gone to try and reshape my body i now wear all the time even in guy mode a corset, panties, bra hip pads and butt pads. to thepoint now were i look female even when im presenting male but i cant stop ilove looking female. i think all those years of dadt with my wife and now im free to do what want has caused me to go in the other direction. and dressing helps me with my grif it helps me to forget a while any way with my wife gone ihave no one to please but me. hugs lynda