The desire to go out en femme has been driving me nuts. I got up yesterday and decided today was the day.
I figured I'd try something easy like going to a mall. I picked one about 45 mins. away from my home to reduce the chances of seeing someone I knew. When my wife woke up I told her of my plans and she said she was OK with it. So I started getting ready.
When I got to the mall I brushed me hair check my make-up and then I froze. I couldn't get out, I just sat there awhile and watch the people come and go. I couldn't get the nerve to go in so I decided I go find a place to get my nails done.
This is something I've done in the past, but only drab, But i figured I could handle this. Found a place close on the internet so off I went. When I pulled in, the place was deserted so I decided I'd call. The SA told me they where open, so I asked if she was OK with transgender clients, and she said yes, so in I went. She told me none of there nail techs were in today and they were only doing tanning. She handed me there schedule and told me to come back. She was very nice to me, if everyone was this nice we'd have nothing to be afraid of. Still not wanting to give up I found another place and off I went.
I pulled in and decided to call this too. When I asked the transgender question her attitude changed and said yes they have a problem with it and hung up. Oddly enough this shocked me and I just wanted to be home.
I really hate this sometimes.
Jackie