I have been crossdressing for quite a while now and I am single. I have come to a conclusion after a long and serious conversation with myself. Do I want to grow old by myself or find a loving partner. Is it going to be worth it to keep this up or really do give it up. The truth being is that is what has happened to me. I have found the sweetest gal I have ever met. Strangely I have had WAY WAY less desire to crossdress. I used to go out almost once a week, now I have been out only once since Sept. And that was for Halloween as some friends and I had that all planned but strangely it wasn't as much fun as the year before. I am 74 so I know in my heart now that I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life and we all know how few and far between accepting gals especially my age group are to find that would accept this. Have any of you gals in my age group or even younger had thoughts of this sort.