ilike to say i really like this forum and you girls, heres the the thing ever since i came out to my family and freinds and stared dressing 24/ 7 . i thought it would soulve all my gender problems, but it hasent it has only made them worst for me , because now i feel like im on a rumaway train and cant put on the brakes to womenhood . i come to the conculsion that i really miss my male side , but cant seem to find a balance anymore, every time i put on my guy cloths something brings me back to my female side and i feel compeld to change back, i think im alone way to much, but i am starting to pull away from my old guy friends, i just feel lost sometimes. i just want to go back to having control and balance in my life . any help will help . hugs love lynda