Please forgive this post, as I don't have much time to write before I go off to work.
But, I need to tell somebody, so I can pull myself together, stop crying, and carry on with my day.
My wife has known about my dressing for over 5 years. We've talked to couples therapists on and off.
I'm back in therapy again this year. I've told myself forever that I'm 'just a crossdresser'.
When my wife and I do talk about me, she always eventually comes around to the same phrase,
"I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop."
I'm lying.. to her.. to everybody.. to myself.... and have been for a very long time time.
I'm scared.