I was put on ambian recently and found out that most of the time when I take it I like to dress up and be Lexi around my gf. The scary part is that I have no memory of these events. I even call myself Lexi, no one knows who Lexi is, but she does.
She tells me its OK but I don't think she realizes. I have lost a lot of weight and fit into a size 8 or 9. I once thought I was a "manly" CD but I'm not. Being passable is what I like, I have a girly figure and accept that... sort of...
I care about her and don't want to lose her. Out of 60 girl friends I have found the one... I hope.
