Pamela,
Signing up to online forum was out of desperation to try and get off the rollercoaster ride I was on !
A year or so ago I would never have dreamed of having a female name and the courage to post a picture of myself ! I may still suffer for that but I'm far better equipped now to deal with that situation if it arises !
As for the question of what we did before the internet ? Crossdress for fifty years ! It wasn't the internet that got me started it was sexual urges !