There have been numerous threads about us old folks transitioning and the many reasons for this.
I suppose it could be considered that I "tried" to transition as early as four years old. I remember many nights going to bed and praying that God would remove that little appendage, so I could be the little girl that I was supposed to be. When God refused to help, I tried another method. We had a shed out back with a corrugated steel roof. With many exposed nails present, I would slide down the roof, hoping to snag that horrible little appendage, either ripping it completely off, of at least damaging it enough that a surgeon could finish the job. Obviously, I had no clue as to how it was properly done. I soon learned the consequences of ripping new jeans.
I do remember learning about Christine Jorgensen, and feeling that there was hope for me after all! However, as I grew up in Iowa, there was nothing to be learned about the process, or how to achieve it. With a whole lot of nothing, I did the loathsome act of Manning Up!
Now, it's all at one's fingertips. Perhaps for some, it's too easily available; for some of us, there are major bumps in the road. My personal roadblock is still lack of funds. Others may have vastly different bumps/roadblocks.
Yes, I wanted to make my body match my core that early. When did you know you needed to change physically?
Hugs,
Leah