Just a short note about loving life..
I love the fact that I have to pop pills the rest of my life ..
I love that instead of buying the dream house I get to spend my money on new body parts and a new face
I love that I after a life of ridicule get to go back to a life of even more ridicule
I love the fact that I can never move to an island because I need to stay near a doctor to always make sure I am balanced
I love that my brain is in direct contrast to my wants
I love that my kids will now have two moms and no dad
I love that my kids get to experience ridicule not because of something they have done but what I am
I love the notion that I have erase all the business plans I had and prepare for the "what if's" that aren't even business related
I absolutely love that I get to be TS for the rest of my life
I love that I am 6'6 330 pounds and get to live life as a woman who is big enough to play in the nfl
I love the fact that I have already spent a fortune on therapy to figure out that I need more therapy
I love that I have denial and refuse to do anything about it
I love that the denial makes have the worst thoughts
I love the fact that I get to crush my step kids image of me just as he is starting to learn that not all guys are like his dad
I love that I have a size 15 shoe and have to shop in 2 stores to buy womens shoes
I love that science is so far behind that they can't help except to transform the body
It's great being ts I mean great
But I tell you what I truly and honestly do love ...
That I have two wonderful kids, great step kid, and a wife that wants me to be ok and survive..... They are the only reason I even put up with this crap