Ok that title was a both misleading and technically accurate at the same time.
Recap:
A few years ago my cross-dressing was, for me, getting out of hand I felt like I was driving myself crazy. to get it under some sort of control or as a long shot quit altogether I went a few years testing and pushing the limits of restraining my urges to cross-dress. Around the new year I got to a point where I was satisfied with my ability to handle my cross-dressing and I lift my self imposed ban.
So last month I let myself cross-dress again for fun after a few year hiatus. I bought a fresh set of clothes; pantyhose, panties, bra, skirt and a very feminine blouse. I soon got rid of the outer clothing as they did not seem to matter anymore. I have long since giving up on trying to appear feminine. I switch to just concentrating on the feel of the clothing and the sensations they provided. And I must say after the long drought I think the felt like it did the very first time. The hosiery felt exhilarating on my legs. the panties felt light a smooth on my skin and were the only correct garment to wear under pantyhose. The bra for some odd reason felt comfortable being snug around my chest, and there was something fun about my arm bumping up against their filled cups. It all felt fun, novel, strange, and it didn't at all make any sense. But the best sensation of all for me was to be able to take it all off and put it away and I have kept it away since. That feeling of having my fun an not getting swept away with it has been the best joy I have gotten from that time cross-dressing.
I don't know when I'll get back to it. I might keep this streak going past Easter. Maybe next fall. But I am fairly certain that this might be the extent of my wardrobe. The clothes and accessories that provide feminine sensations. I may or may not invest in a good pair of breast forms once again. I did like the feeling of having wide hips and butt when I made a set of Femillusions a few years ago. I may get some sort of hip and butt padding. I hate what a pair of heels can do to my feet but I did like walking in them. So maybe that is my CDing future heels, hose, panties, Hip/butt pad, and a form filled bra topped off with women's jeans ( hip pads negate male jeans) and a T shirt every so often. I don't know despite all my fun I still have half a mind to not jump back into this. Even with all the pleasure felt I really don't think I need this anymore and for me that is finally a good spot to be in. And that Is the greatest feeling of them all.