i actually wanted to transition back when i was young but something major got in the way of that plan and sadly it was all pushed to the hidden depths for many years. In more recent times i started my intention to transition, i don't intend to just stop at crossdressing. But i do crossdress still, it makes me relaxed and i can feel more like myself when i am wearing the kind of clothes that i enjoy most and the clothes that i believe i should have always been wearing all my life.
I am not sure that i actually always wear appropriate clothing for me. I know i should pay more consideration to my age nowadays but i often dress in the way i feel i have missed out on. So i guess i am often dressing in the way a younger woman would. Hopefully most of the time i do actually pull it off, after all i am very young at heart.
I am always looking at other women when i am out and about and i am always thinking when i really like how they are dressed for them that maybe it could work for me too, so i try out styles and particular clothing based on what i have seen working so well for women i see.
I guess i am really still going through a trial and error process that seems to have been going on forever while i try to lock down my own personal style and look.