Well, now i think it is the time to finally post this here and maybe get some toughs on my situation. I started crossdressing at 10, but only when i'm alone. Now i'm 22 and i only crossdress a few times a month, not because i don't want to crossdress more but because i don't have my own clothes (And no courage to buy them at the store). I think it is also important to say that sometimes I crossdress to get sexualy stimulated, but not always (If you know what i mean). I'm a normal looking buy and I like being a boy, also, i'm straight but never had any girlfriend.
Now the problem begins... For the past 2 years i'm thinking more about being feminine, its not unusual to be in the train just thinking about how I would look if i would be a girl, thinking about clothes, etc... Also, when i imagine myself like these i also feel some kind of attraction to men. I am having this toughs almost every day and I realized that i don't even know my sexual orientation nor if i'm taking crossdressing idea more serious (Yes, because sometimes i even think about hormones...).
My mind is a total mess now.