I respect you immensely. I am 36 and I feel it's too late for me(please don't say how young I am ) and I don't think I can handle anymore. So if my journey comes to transition or die, I feel I'll pick the latter. I am not saying this for a pity party or anything, it just opened my eyes to what wonderful, strong, courageous human beings all of you are. Saddly for every one of you how many didn't make it? Don't want to depress anyone just needed to get that off my chest.