Hi,
I've been away for the last two/three months now, working until my brain or body stops me because it was the only way I found to feel "normal" to not overthink of my condition, the life I wanted, the person I wanted to be.
It's strange because I'm stucked between this happy life I can have with accepting family and friends, a job that I love and this struggle ruining it when I'm not working, thinking of everything but this…
I'm at that point where I'm totally lost again about who I am, what I have to do and will I pay this price to give a try to a new life…
i know I'm young, that I'm just at the beginning of my life but now that I have to plan another appointment with my therapist I'm scared because all I've done to come at this point can be blown by this choice.
I'm lucky enough to have a quite happy life except this part so it helps me dealing with this struggle everyday, but life without struggle would have been way more enjoyable.
I hope everyone is fine because you all deserve it
